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Somebody said, “The hatred of those who are near to us is the most violent”

Never realized that it existed. But it did, subconsciously, all the time and she never realized. She can't blame anyone but her own self because SHE failed to realize where she was going wrong.

Now she needs to do a lot of soul-searching. Now she needs to take a long walk. In the process she is going to hurt a lot of people she loves. She can only ask for their forgiveness. But that's the best way. That's the only way. For everyone. And herself.